Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 7 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

So our Liga is back for MD7 and the drama is still flowing in high tempo. So let's round it up!

Lions XII 0-0 JDT #LNSJDT

Battle between this 2 clubs ends with a stalemate with Gary Steven Robbart makes his debut for defending champions. This game is a quiet dissapointment for them as they dropped 2 two points against spirited team from Singapore.

Sarawak 2-1 Sime Darby #SARSDA

Sarawak is back! The Crocs back with a win after bad run. Even though Sarawak played with ten men after Ramesh Lai being sent off on 40th minutes, they still managed to won a match with Billy Mehmet netted a winner 20 minutes from time.

Kelantan 0-2 Pahang #KELPAH

Another derby night for Kelantan but this time not as fierce as their rivalary with Terengganu. Pahang's wonderkid Matt Davies also makes his debut. Goal from Damion Stewart and Dickson Nwakeame from each half is enough to give Pahang a 3 points.

Perak 2-3 Terengganu #PRKTER

A non-stop action in Ipoh resulting Terengganu as a winner. Goal from Namkung Woong puts  Perak in front before goal from set-piece for Terengganu came, Chad Souza puts them in front again before Ismail Faruqi scores. Terengganu find the winner in brink of full time but then Perak have chance to levelled in injury time but penalty from Chad Souza saved by Sharbinee.

ATM 1-3 Selangor #ATMSEL

first game for ATM since Norshahrul depature to Terengganu seems bring a bad luck for them. Afiq Azmi has been a top performer with two goals and one from Leandro Dos Santos from a spotkick. ATM's goal is from Mario Karlovic.

Felda United 3-2 PDRM #FELPDRM

Top of the table clash between two clubs ended with a winner for a team who is a homer. Game played under rainy night sees both key man for each teams scored.

Verdict : after 7 games, Selangor is a new leader whilst Sime Darby and ATM are both in relegation zone.

So that's all for now, see ya! #MSL2015

Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 6 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

nah, it is been long time since my last entry. And yeah, finally our Liga is back after a long 2 weeks without club football. So here is the round-up!


PDRM 1-0 Sarawak #PDRMSAR

The only game that played on Friday as PDRM and Selangor playing at same ground on a same match day (they both sharing SSA) . The game was clearly in PDRM's favor as Dramane Traoure once again scored the only goal for the match from a close range. This result clearly devastated Sarawak fans as they want Robert Alberts to step down as a coach.


Felda United 1-4 Perak #FELPRK


Stunning here at Selayang! With a rumours almost 30 buses came from Perak just to support their team. Perak have a lead from Namkung Wong and Chad Souza bang with a hattrick to sends the traveling fans wild. Regret to say that I cannot found the scorer for Felda.


JDT 2-1 ATM #JDTATM


The defending champions strongly hold on their impressive record at home. This time, ATM is their victim. Even though ATM have a lead from Jerry Palacios but then Amri Yahyah equalised for home side before Safiq Rahim scored a winner in second half from a pass of Pato Rodriguez, that is his first assist for JDT. Well don though


Selangor 3-2 Sime Darby #SELSDA


Sime Darby came to Shah Alam to find their first three points but they still searching it after they lost to Selangor. It was a cagey first half as both teams hold out a 0-0 scoreline before Andik Vermansah scored and Hazwan Bakri makes it 2-0. Nemaja Miladovic make it 2-1 for away team before Robert Cornwhaite scores, this time he scored for a right team! But Sime Darby teased the home side with a late goal but Selangor managed to hold on.


Terengganu 2-1 Kelantan #TERKEL


Derby night! The match of match day is truly amazing. But to reach the amazing standard, both teams need to face a bored period which is first half. A slow and boring first half shown by both teams before Ismail Faruqi life up the match with a stunner! But Badhri Radzi sends away crowd in cheers as he scored from a long-range to beat Sharbinee, but the happiness was not with Kelantan because just after Piya's goal, Terengganu scores a winner from Shamrin 3 minutes after equaliser. That's enough to make derby night in East Coast belongs to Terengganu.


Pahang 3-2 Lions XII #PAHLNS


Pahang finally find their winning rhythm by beating the Singaporean side, but the away team scores first from Faris Ramli effort before Matias Conti scores an equaliser and in the second half Gopinathan puts Pahang in front before Azidan Sarudin added more for The Elephant.But then Khairul Nizam scored but it is not enough to catch Pahang.


Verdict : As it stands, PDRM is a new leader with 12 points while at least 4 teams sharing same amount of points (11) with Perak and Selangor both on second and thrid place.


So that's it for this week match day. Any comments you can write it on comment section below. See ya! #MSL2015

Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 5 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

So, our beloved #MSL2015 MD5 just already finished with some of..... shocking results! Some of it might we already predict but some of it we will never think that it will happen. So let's round it up!


Perak 1-3 PDRM #PRKPDRM


First shocking moments of this week is this match. The tragedy of 13 minutes in Ipoh was in PDRM's favour. Azman Adnan's side that desperately want to bounce back unfortunately trailed by Perak's talisman, Nurridzuan Hassan two minutes after second period. But the tragedy happened in just ten minutes for Bos Gaurus, Traoure's penalty two minutes after Nuri's goal, before Ezrie Shaffize added for PDRM, and Traore once again scored to end Perak unbeaten streak.


Kelantan 0-1 Felda United #KELFEL


George Boateng's side really fired up because Red Warriors just launched their new jerseys. It is all going on track with this East Coast side that we can say "quite struggling" in league campaign managed to hold a league leaders goalless in first period. But just after the clock passed the 60th minute mark, Edward Junior Wilson scored the only goal of this match in 61st minute.


Lions XII 1-1 Terengganu #LNSTER


Late kick-off at Jalan Besar as Lion City facing a heavy rain before game time. But still, this match stole the limelight, why? Because Vincent Bikana scored the fastest goal for this week on 9th minute. After hold a lead for a long time, finally the home side scored from Faris Ramli 10 minutes after second half.


ATM 1-0 Pahang #ATMPAH

Another shocking moment in this week matches! The defending champions of Piala Malaysia and Piala FA Malaysia somehow still struggling to shine in league this season. With their captain, Razman Roslan was not in this week squad as he still need to solve his personal problem, Pahang looks paralyze on their defence department. And they need to pay a huge price for the as Abdelafess scored the only goal, 19 minutes before time.

Selangor 2-0 Sarawak #SELSAR


Selangor claimed their second win with a hard-fought win as they facing the side that have a best fans in Malaysia. Afiq Azmi scored a second fastest goal this week, just a minute after Bikana's goal in Jalan Besar (10th minute). Ryan Griffiths managed to leveled but that goal was not counted by the official as official claimed Griffiths has done a foul when he was about to scored. Second half, De Paula as usual did not use the chances wisely as he keep on missing th target. But Fittri Shazwan step forward to round the keeper to scored a simple finishing goal to secure another 3 points for Red Giants

Sime Darby 1-1 JDT #SDAJDT


The last shocking moment is in this match. The rock bottom team managed to stole a point against the most expensive squad in Malaysia. Nazrul Kamarulzaman gives a lead on 35th minute before Junior Eldstal bangged with a goal after an hour of gameplay.


Verdict : after a shocking match day, Felda still in top of the table with PDRM and Selangor respectively in second and third place. Sime Darby managed to got a point with ATM in 11th spot and Pahang still in drop zone threat.

So that's all this week, our footballing calendar will continue with Piala FA Malaysia and two weeks off for international break. See ya! #MSL2015

Final Exam Predictor.

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

Okay, only few days before I'll be facing my finals. After 14 weeks of studies, we are almost reach the finish line.

I will only taking 3 papers (sounds easy huh?) But if no attention given, it will make my chance to score not so good. After checked my coursework marks, yeah thank God that my marks are quiet good but in a few papers I need to work hard, luckily both papers have finals so I can push it on finals.

To be conclude, this semester shows me that we need friends to keep on moving. We cannot be a lone-ranger all time because on what reason God make this world have 7 billions people but we are not connecting? And this semester it taught me to be more professional, does not matter if you are my friend or not, if you doing it wrong I need to correct you, but if we are outside the class, we can be friends like usual, teasing each other.

On this chance, I would like to say sorry to all my lecturers for my bad behaviour especially for always late to class. To all my classmates, to my rental housemates and to all. Hope all of us will get a fantastic result. If God wills it.

See ya!

Liga Super Malaysia Mtachday 4 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

Sorry for late again, but now our #MSL2015 is getting hotter and hotter! Why? because MD4 have some incidents that... some of it are funny while some if might controversial. Let's round it up!


Perak 0-0 Kelantan

This tie took it place on same day as Liga Perdana due some reasons. But current top of the table clash seems show how they are. This two teams in form played a quality football especially from east coast side, but both sides cannot to score a goal and it was a stalemate at Perak's capital.

Terengganu 2-2 ATM

Finally! ATM managed to grabbed a point thanks to a draw in KT. Paulo Rangel scored a brace with a penalty and great finish, but ATM manage to equalise two times and somehow this result unpleased Haji Man Dagu as he stated that his team did not have a proper facility to have training.

Pahang 2-0 Sime Darby

Pahang finally managed to won a game thanks to their home win to a relegation "contender", Sime Darby. The City's side seems clueless against The Elephant after Zesh Rahman scored just before half-time. Gopinathan also scored to make sure Ismail Zakaria's side still at the bottom of table.

PDRM 1-4 Selangor

Shocking! Even me as a Selangor fan also shocked with the scoreline. I thought it will be a tough fight but Hazwan Bakri's strike puts Selangor ahead before Afiq Azmi put Selangor further in front 5 minutes after second half, Traore managed to pull one back but Hadi Yahya done a what a "fresh leg" have to done with scoring just after 30 seconds comes in, and what makes the night even better? De Paula finally scored a league goal! A left foot strike outside the box clearly send the crowd to a super crazy! Funny incident happened when the official dropped his yellow card and Hadi went to take it and showed to him. hahah!

JDT 2-1 Sarawak

A controversial match, again at Larkin sees the referee performance put into a question mark. Billy Mehmet puts The Crocs in front but late first-half double strike from Safiq Rahim enough to defending champions to see off the visiting side. But the scoreline was not the main talking point, it was the referee! The official seems did not done his job well and red card for Sarawak player make players especially Ryan Griffiths and Billy Mehmet going mad. Griffiths instantly shows a money sign to the ref as he claimed that referee was be paid by the home side.

Felda United 0-0 Lions XII

Not many talking point for this match as both sides contesting for 3 points with a positive manner, keep on attack to score but in the end, they just can't to find the net.

Verdict : As for now, Felda United is current leaders followed by Perak and Kelantan. Sime Darby and ATM stiil on relegation zone with ATM grabbed their first point while Pahang just above the drop zone.

So that's all for now, see ya! #MSL2015

My other passion : Unintended

Assalammualaikum and hello world!

Okay, let's turn away from what I always talk with all of you. My life is not just about footballing matter only. I have some other passion towards other thing such as music and literature. So... I wanna talk about music!

I do like some songs, some of it because the lyrics and some of it because the music arrangement. This time I want to talk about a romantic single from world's famous band, Muse. Unintended.

Yeah it might be lame, because this song was already out long time ago. But this song always be my favorite. Music arrangement for this song is perfect, the way Matt Bellamy sings this song is magnificent. And the lyric, as the one who loves poetic things it is flawless. The chorus enough to describe how sturggle that person to come back to his reality as he get stuck on his past, looking for something that he had lost. Actually, that part is relate to me a before this I have a problem to move away from my past but now I manage to do that.

This song never fail to make me sleep, and if I put myself in a song, I will cry a bit. Hahaha sentimental guy..

Okay, that's it for now. See ya!

Harimau Malaya vs Harimau Malaysia

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

Okay, I think this will be just a simple. Why? Just to answer one simple question. About our NT's nickname. Harimau Malaya or Harimau Malaysia?

Okay guys, this is my view. Our friends from Borneo claim that if we still using nickname of Harimau Malaya, it is just like we don't count their support for our national team. Chill my buddies from Borneo, yeah somehow that Harimau Malaya name is a sensitive name for all of you. But let's think again, all national teams around the world have their own nickname and  the nickname is completely diferrent with the country's name itself. As for France NT, they use Le Blues (The Blues) as their nickname and England they use The Three Lions. Sometimes, the nickname is describing the trademark of that country. For instance, Australian NT nickname is called  'Socceroos'. Why Socceroos? Because that 'Roos' is describing cangaroo that well-known with the country. Same with you rival, Singapore. They use 'The Lions' as their nickname because of their country name itself that includes word of Singa that means lion. So for us, to be called as Harimau Malaya is supposed not to be an issue. Nickname use to be a different thing with original name, in addition Malayan tiger is a species that do exist in this nature while Malaysian tiger not. Don't be like Indonesian fans that use Garuda, something that not exist. We need to be realistic. No offence Indo fans, I still do love Bepe and Andik. Cheers!

So for our friends from Sarawak, Sabah and Labuan don't worry about your support. We are still counting your support for our NT. We are still united as a one that never stop supporting our Tigers. See ya!

It shines, but not really bright.

Assalammualaikum and hello people

Okay it is time to come back and writing something again, well we all know that our Piala FA second round now is over. But I will not talk about it, I will talk only for #MSL2015 just like RTM and TV3 did, only take live telecast for league matches and not for a cup.....??

Okay, today I will talk about how good our league has done now. So far, league is good. The players, gameplay, goals are good but not for referees, and........ live telecast!

Now, why this entry entitled "it shines, but not really bright?" It is because the shine of this league on can be feel if you going to the stadium but not if you just watch it live on TV. Why?

Since MP & Silva got the TV rights, Astro has lost it and Media Prima and RTM are the broadcaster of our league. For a people who don't have Astro like me, it is advantage for me but it is not for those who are have Astro. Media Prima seems not ready to be our league broadcaster because only after matchday 3, they held an audition to find a new commentator for them. I hope that at least 10 people will get hire because Media Prima have 4 channels under it and they can exploit all of it to make at least 4 live games from them.... who knows?

And for RTM, they still on the same par since before. The quality of visual was teribble, the commentators seem don't want to do their job because they make the viewer sleepy. I hope they will improve.

For me, the solution are simple. If Media Prima can broascast 4 matches live every week via TV3, TV9, 8TV and NTV7, it will be a good one because RTM will broadcast one and in total there will be 5 live matches of 6 games per week. It is important for a teams to get money from TV rights nowadays. And let Astro to telecast the match that not play in normal matchday just like Kelantan-LionsXII's match that been played on Sunday. And for cup, if Media Prima and RTM cannot to broadcast, just let Astro make a live. You never know that in early round we can have a big match like Pahang-JDT tie right? Who knows.

So, that's it for know. More issues I will talk about it soon. See ya!

Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 3 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello footy fans!

So yes, our #MSL2015 MD3 has already past and I should write this entry last Sunday but due to some problems I have to postponed it. But still, better late than never right? So let's round it up!

Selangor 1-1 JDT

The main match for MD3 as some of them called it as Selangor vs Ex-Selangor (because many of Ex-Selangor players play for JDT now). I went to Shah Alam to watch it live and it's somehow really valueable. Andik netted and early and most probably the fastest goal in MSL history by 35 seconds. After that, JDT putted a high pressure and harsh play by both sides. There should be a red card for some challenges but referee never done that. Finally, after many times attacking JDT got their goal by Figuroa. But I must say this game was a terrible one due to bad decisions by official and no fair play display by both sides.

Sarawak 0-0 Pahang

Pahang travel to Borneo to seek their first ever win in league tie. But they looked at the wrong place. At the stadium where extraordinary passioned fans come and support their team. This game really fair for both parties to shared the spoil as both of them kept on attack to find the goal but somehow they didn't managed to done that.

Perak 2-2 Lions XII

The league leader played with the side from Singapore to extend their unbeaten run and surely to extend their lead on top of the table. Yes, they did managed to hold their great record by not losing the match but they dropped the point. Everything was on away side at the first place because they have a lead by Khairul Amri before Chad Souza leveled. Namkung Woong scored to gave the home side a precious lead by defensive error by the defender cost them with Firdaus Kasman equaliser. It's all even at Ipoh at that night.

Felda United 2-1 ATM

The Gladiators lost again! This time with current league leader, Felda United. Felda have a double in 8 minutes from Edward Wilson and Syamim Yahya, but Norshahrul Idlan scored his first goal for ATM in 34 minutes. There are lot homework for Sathianathan to work on.

Terengganu 2-1 Sime Darby

Terengganu back on track! with Paulo Rangel's brace! He scored a goal in injury time of first half, after that Nemanja Vidanovic scored to equalise for away side in second half, before Rangel again scored a winner for home side 15 minutes from time. He now has 3 goals in 3 games.

Kelantan 0-4 PDRM

This game should be a cracking match as both sides were in top form but somehow it went wrong way. The Cops have a lead from Ali Ashfaq's injury time strike. Traoure scored in early second half before Ashfaq scored again and finally Sumareh scored to seal the win, five minutes from time. Kelantan's lost easily invited Annuar Musa angry, he obviously express in feeling his Facebook page by claiming Red Warriors lost the spirit after conceded second goal.

Verdict : after #MSL2015 MD3, Felda United is a new league leader leapfrog over Perak who is now second and PDRM is in third. ATM and Sime Darby are both in relegation zone and Pahang in relegation threat.

So that's it for #MSL2015 MD3 round-up, league will postponed as Piala FA takes place this weekend. Good luck for all teams! See ya!

Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 2 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

So how's your day? are you fine? are you sick?
Are you sad or happy?
no matter how you feel, say Alhamdulillah okay :D

Now, how's your team perform this week?
Are they lose? Are they just even steven with the opponent?
Or your defender scored an own goal?

nahhh, don't worry. Matchday 2 is now over, let's round it up!

This is #MSL2015 MD2 round-up everybody! Let's go!


Pahang 1-1 Selangor

A really entertaining game I must say, what can I say is it's a roller-coaster ride for fans because a lot of drama till the end. Pahang had a few chances but somehow they just can't to score, Nwakaeme, Conti and others done it all right but sometimes the defence of Selangor just too hard to handle. Norazlan was terrific but in '60 minutes, Conti managed to scored with a quality finish. Selangor from the first half till the end have a chances but chemistry between Nazmi, De Paula and Andik just not there, De Paula somehow can't read a pass from both small player, but Andik managed to scored Selangor's first goal in the campaign with a left-foot finish in the second half. The game was quite intense and Hafiz Kamal was sent off in last minute of game. So the spoil is enough for them.

Sime Darby 0-3 Felda United

A beauty and the beast, Felda have a strong start during MD1 while Sime Darby not. The away side that we all know have a very deadly attacking force and that's happened yesterday! The home side conceded from Syamim Yahya's header before Makeche scored the second. And our national captain, Shukor Adan, scored the third to secure a win for away team.

ATM 0-2 Perak

2 games in home, two defeat! That's describing how struggle Sathianathan's side right now. Perak with a young and wild squad just can't stop to winning and scoring!. The captain, Nasir Basharuddin scored a wonderful strike from a loose ball on corner-kick set piece. His right foot makes a wonderful volley to beat Syed Adney. Surely a goal of the week winner. Second goal is from Nurridzuan Hassan... again! this time from a free kick. The youngster scored with his left foot to slot the ball to a top corner and beat Adney again and left him furious. Perak in dreamland!

PDRM 1-0 JDT

A Premier League and Super League champions battled it out for 3 points in Shah Alam. JDT who just back from a defeat in Bangkok tried to bounce back. Somehow they get a chances to score but they just can't to be that defender and the keeper. But Mahmadou Sumareh done a great footwork to past defenders and scored a wonderful strike in '70 minutes to make the Charity Shield winner back to Larkin with sorrow.

Sarawak 3-1 Terengganu

What a game! The Crocs somehow wants to make The Turtles their victim after a draw against Felda United. They scored an early goal from Billy Mehmet Ashri Chuchu before Paulo Rangel scored an easy tap-in goal for visitors. But a volley from Joseph Kalang seals the win in the first half and there was no turning back for visitors! Great win for Crocs!

Kelantan 2-0 Lions XII

A single game during Sunday night as they postponed for what happened to our country currently. But Kelantan shows a real quality game to beat the Singaporean outfit. McKain's bullet header from a corner kick sends crowd to a wild. But a free kick from Badri Radhzi was even better. The captain scored in the position where the goal keeper stands. He shoots the ball to that position and left the keeper freeze on his position. Another great win for East-Coasters.

Verdict : after Kelantan-Lions XII game, Kelantan move to top of the table above Perak and Felda United in the top 3. Pahang and Selangor managed to get their first point but Red Giant is one place about relegation zone. While ATM and Sime Darby are in 11 and 12 place respectively without scoring any goal.

So that's all for MD2. Feel free to leave a comments below. See ya! #MSL2015

Liga Super Malaysia Matchday 1 Round-Up

Assalammualaikum and hello everybody!

It is about a weeks I did not update my blog and now I am back! 

So, our football season is now underway, Liga Super has just finished its first matchday and not many shocks as favorite teams many of them are won the match. So, let's round it up!

JDT 2-0 Pahang (Sumbangsih/Charity Shield)

Our footballing calender started with Piala Sumbangsih or Charity Shield, one thing that I disagree with this cup tie is this match also consider as a league match. So if one team win the match they will win ultimate prize, the cup and 3 points. So what is the meaning they play one week earlier than other matches? They should follow English Community Shield or SuperCopa Espana of Spain. That's better.

So for the match, it was clear that JDT was ready for that match. The fitness, endurance and everything was good while. Figeroa's goal was magnificent, Antonio's too. Clearly, JDT is the biggest contender for league title.

Lions XII 5-3 PDRM

Goals galore in Jalan Besar! Lions XII, a team that all around Malaysia hate them and none of us give an attention to them this season have scored 5 past a giant-killer last season. They've scored 5, but Dramane Traore scored 3 to reduce the gap but still can't to hold Lions to win their first game. But Traore managed to got first hattrick of the season. Congrats!

ATM 0-2 Kelantan

One period, these two teams were beast. But now, they are now are not really beast but still entertaining to watch. Took place at STAR of Paroi, Kelatan managed to scored from a great free kick from ex-Perak man, Noor Hazrul Mustafa. Knuckle ball master blasted the ball into the net past Syed Adney before Carillo the import scored in second half. Great win for East Coasters.

Terengganu 2-0 Selangor

Oh God, I hate to write this. My favorite team just lost the league opener, luckily it was an away game though. Selangor should won this match but they failed to make all the chances count. They've got a goal from Hazwan but it was ruled offside. After wasting so many chances, Ismail Faruqi scored an absolute wonderful volley in the box even me was stunned. Second half, Selangor have more few chances but they still cannot scored. Until Gustavo's free kick kills the game and seals the win for East Coast side. Hard luck Merah Kuning!

Perak 2-0 Sime Darby

The relegation survivor last season has started their campaign with style! The Northerns especially Perak and Kedah are well known as the producer of young talents. One of the youngster, Nurridzuan Hassan has scored for Bos Gaurus and ex-Kedah star Namkung Woong also scored his new team. Great star for Perak, can they stay as a team that never relegated in Malaysian football history? We will see.

Felda United 3-3 Sarawak

Newly-promoted Felda United seems like struggling after trailing from Billy Mehmet's strike, but the managed to turn around the result with lead the match with scoreline 2-1 and before Sarawak levelled. But Edward Wilson puts The Seattlers in front in last five minutes before Sharol Saperi grabs his brace with last-minute strike to ensure both of the teams shared the spoils.

Verdict : The opening night provides no shock but only for Terengganu-Selangor 's match. As it stands, Lions XII is the leader, followed by JDT and Kelanta for top 3. Pahang, Selangor and Sime Darby are all at the drop zone.

okay, see ya next time! #MSL2015

Dear John.

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

So I'm back, to write again as my uni life getting tougher from time to time. And because of that, it makes me want to have some figurative moment. Based on true event by the way.

Dear John.

Dear John,
What happen to you?
It seems that you are not the one I used to know,
From first day I met you,
On the day I was thought you were older than me.

Dear John,
What happen to you?
You are completely different,
Just like a Windows 98 and Windows 8.1,
Completely different,
And the worst thing is,
You become worse than before.

Dear John,
What happen to you?
Where is your jokes that always made my day,
Where is your helping hands when we need you?
Why did you slowly fade away?
Fade away from us.
Are you thinking that we are not value anything to your life?
Or you have someone or maybe more than one?
People that can make your life more happier than we've done?

Dear John,
Your words kill us,
Your rough tone tearing us apart,
You may win in the battle against us,
But you never gain our respect anymore,
Your words seems tell that we are useless,
But you never think that we are your friends,
And slowly God will show you the power of friends,
When your need us the most.

But John,
Let us apologize,
If we were done something,
That makes your world turn to a dark,
That makes your life turn into no meaning anymore,
Do forgive us John.

Dear John,
We miss the old you,
Please come back home.

That's all for now, thank you.

So much 'Rare' with this post.

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

So now we are in 2015 and absolutely this is the first entry of the new year (happy new year guys!) So let's hope and pray that this year is far better than 2014 with His willingness.

So on this entry, I would not to have all this kind of literature and write a poem on this entry but I will back to basic, back to time when I was first time write in this blog. I will talk on something, a current things.

So, what's up with current issues? Flood? Airplane missing? Political view? Me is getting more pimples? Okay let's start with flood. For me, this kind of tragedy happen with two signs. First is because Allah send a message to us for not doing all kind of bad things to mother nature. Just look on the landslides, illegal logging and so on. We (especially those capitalism cunts) are just don't care with the implication for betraying the mandate of take a good care of this nature for our next generation. Second is the huge warning again from Allah for us to turn back to His way. Just look to ourselves, from tax payers like us until leaders, all of us have done the mistakes. It is unfair to say that all tragedy happen because of the leaders fault only, so to say like 'flood happen because our PM take a bribe' is not really appropriate. They might done some bad things like taking a bribe or use their power for their own agenda. But look at us, are we did not done anything wrong before this? Look at majority of us especially those Malays that being more western than a West. Most of us including me are now slowly leaving the islamic way of life. So maybe from this tragedy we can reset our mind back that we have Him that always watching us?

Okay done with flood now moving to airplanne crash. We all know that AirAsia's plane founded crashed on its way from Surabaya to Singapore? Yeah. But the main point is, 2014 is a year that too harsh for our airline industry. Both Malaysia Airlines and AirAsia be a victims for this. Too harsh for them but I am sure they will rise back, because 'to fly higher, we need to fall deeper.'

Next is yes! Football. (Haha!!) So our beloved Harimau Malaya was a runner-up for AFF Suzuki Cup after lose to Thailand with aggregate score. Too hard to too handle the sorrow after that particular Thailand no.7 that caught many attention of Malay girls (oh God why..) because his handsomeness scored a second goal for his nation and sealed the silverware for his country. But from my point of view, be a runner-up for a team who did not get so many support from its fans and handled by a new coach and he only have a month to shape up his squad is totally outstanding performance! But, I always hear or see comment like this, 'they will praise only when winning, and unnerve them when losing.' Dear people, we critic when they losing just because we love them, and there must be some of them encourage them. And absolutely we praising them if they are winning, is it you will punch them on their face if they win against Germany?' Well that will not happen on this kind of situation.

Okay lastly is, is that Romantic and Jiwang are two different entity? It is hard for a someone like me who have kind of ability to express his feeling into a writing (thank God) and most of time he will write about someone he loves. Yeah when you make a poem for someone you love especially in a Malay, you put some beautiful word with a beautiful phrase to make sure the reader feels your passion and after all that they call you 'jiwang'. What the...

Okay for more simple example, people will say a Malay love songs will consider as a 'jiwang' and English and Korean love songs as a romantic one. I know it becasue I listen to Malay songs more than English one. And I was like... hey! This is unfair, just because your mother tongue is Malay and you know more about the beauty of that language, you can't simply say that is a jiwang. Maybe you are not really good in English literature so you cannot identify which English songs is romantic or 'jiwang'. So after a long time of thinking (well not that really long) I decide to conclude that romantic word is to describe the 'jiwang' in English and vice versa. Fair enough? Yeahh.

So I guess that's all for now. There are many topics to be discuss but I think I will discuss on next entry as I make this entry on my smartphone. ( typing on smartphone and laptop has a different feeling. No offence to my phone hehe)

Feel free to comment on the section below, I'm ready for some debate haha!!

See ya!

p/s : 2015 - first year in 2 edition, dear self please be more mature.

Dear Past, why you just can't....

Assalammualaikum and hello people!

It seems that my classmates (all of them) have their own blog and my word... their blogs are more good looking than me?? For a guy already have a blog for almost 5 years it's quiet embarrassment for me (hahah!!) By the way, I did not take it seriously because if the content is good then people will not care with the design xD

Okay, enough with that. It is hard for me to run away from my past, basically my past is a bad one. Really bad one. But it keeps on haunted my world until today, oh God why just......

Dear Past, why just you can't.....

Time flies so fast,
But I'm still here in stuck,
Opps correction not my body,
My body is now busy chasing his dream,
But the mind and heart are still there,
At the place called 'Past'.

Oh no, me is still in danger,
Danger for the reason still can't get away,
Away from his history,
That makes who I am today,
A person that did not get a respect from people around him,
And because of that Nazreen is always in sorrow.

Let me tell you something,
Nowadays probably me is a better person,
Better than yesterday and maybe not,
I'm also have my family, friends and probably.... someone special?
And I'm happy with my life now,
A good life!

But why,
The Past come visit my mind everyday?
Seems that I cannot run away from what he have done before,
It is now is the time for me to get punishment from God?
If it's not then why that Past always come to me?
To torture me,
To make me dying,
To kill me slowly,
Why?
If me and you are not to meant together please just go away and come as a 'Past' anymore,
I just want me and you have a good life,
Without being together.

Dear Past, why just you can't.... be away?

See ya, thank you!

p/s : I am getting fat :p

2 Years.

Assalammualaikum and hello everybody!

It is quite akward right? I write in English. This is because my blog now is a graded blog mwa ha ha.. I dont want to talk about that much. Hehe

Okay, today is a remarkable day. So remarkable for my life. And what it is?

2 Years.

It is all started last night,
Where at that time I want to checked the date,
And suddenly it told me the date is 27,
27 of November,
On the spot my brain started to play a history movie.

27 November 2012,
A date that I will never forget,
A date when I was your man for a first time,
At that time I thought that only you can understand my complex self,
And to be honest I was the happiest guy in the world at that time.

Day by day,
Time by time,
Seasons keep on changing,
And suddenly you have changed,
Same goes with me too,
At that time we were not at the same line anymore,
You put the blamed on me,
And I put the blamed on you,
After a long and never ending war,
Our love story ends after 1 year and 7 months.

Today is 27 November 2014,
It is should be our second anniversary,
But what can we do? God have said that we cannot be together,
But if it say so that we will be back together,
We will be together no matter what.

Happy second (suppose) anniversary,
Thanks for the memories.

Jika.

Assalammualaikum dan hai semua :)

Minggu ke 3 cuti, jadi aku sudah mula sunyi. Teman2 semua sibuk dengan hal sendiri jadi aku pun buat la hal sendiri.

Hujan sering turun di kota ini, musim tengkujuh norma bagi negaraku. Tapi tak ku sangka hujan ini membawa fantasiku jauh terbang.

Aku bercakap dengan dia, berbincang hal yang serius, dan kemudian dia sedikit demi sedikit bersuara, dengan harapan ingin aku pergi. Tapi dia nafikan, entah lah kenapa aku dipertemukan dengan manusia sebegini? Adakah Tuhan ingin aku bersabar? Tunggu sehingga waktu nya tiba atau ada perancangan lain yang aku tidak tahu? Allah..

Jika.

Semakin hari aku tempuh,
Semakin aku tidak dapat berutuh,
Aku makin jatuh kerana,
Aku tidak dapat apa yang aku mahu.

Kau tidak habis mengatakan yang kau kosong,
Tapi kau tidak sedar kau adalah berharga bagiku?
Adakah kau ingin aku pergi kerana aku tidak cukup bagus?
Atau aku terlalu bagus untuk kau?
Perasan kejap...

Tapi tidak mengapalah, aku terima semua ini,
Dengan harapan di hari muka kita akan bertemu,
Tapi andai kita tidak bertemu di lain waktu,
Jangan kau seksa aku lagi,
Jangan seksa aku di dunia realiti,
Jangan seksa aku dalam prasedar ku lagi,
Cuma pergi saja dari sini,
Biar aku pulih dengan sendiri,
Walaupun terpaksa tunggu 1000 hari.

Namun terima kasih aku ucapkan,
Kerana sudi mengenal,
Maaf jika mencakar hidupmu,
Terima kasih kerana selalu ada.

Baiklah, jumpa lagi!

p/s : zahirnya aku sudah melepaskan, namun batinnya aku belum merelakan.

Hitam dan Putih.

assalammualaikum dan hai semua :)

alhamdulillah hari ini aku kembali, cuti sudah. gembira ada banyak masa terluang untuk buat segala benda yang terpaksa dibuang demi mencari masa depan yang gemilang.

baiklah, aku harus mengaku. yang aku amat suka menulis puisi, jiwaku lembut dan kadang2 mudah tersentuh. nak kata jiwang? aku pilih untuk menjadi romantis haha..kadang2 orang geli nak berteman denganku sebabkan karakter aku yang sebegini rupa.

setiap manusia punyai duka yang, ada duka yang dalam ada yang sekejap dan ada juga yang sekejap tapi muncul semula di masa yang depan. tapi untuk duka yang ini, aku tak tahu lah. mungkin duka yang tiada ubat? tapi bukankah semua penyakit ada penawar? jadi aku percaya duka ini akan terubat, tapi mungkin lambat.

Hitam dan Putih.

hitam dan putih,
apa kena dengan warna ini?
ia adalah dua warna yang berbeda,
jika dicampur akan menjadi kelabu,
kelabu maknanya apa?
tidak ceria.

begitulah gambaran kasar,
kepada sebuah lagenda,
yang amat menyayatkan,
tapi bukanlah pada si pembaca atau pendengar,
tapi kepada yang mengalaminya,
iaitu aku.

ya harus aku mengaku kau adalah orangnya,
walaupun tampak sederhana tapi amat sempurna,
iyalah siapalah aku untuk mendamba puteri seindah syurga?
diri pun tidak lah sehebat mana.

dan sampai waktu,
aku tidak dapat bendung rasaku,
namun jauh dalam hati,
aku sudah jangka apa yang akan berlaku,
dan semuanya tepat,
tiada satu pun yang salah,
nasib bukan ada disebelah,
sebelahku.

jadi apa lagi yang aku boleh bicarakan lagi?
semuanya dah terbukti,
yang warna ku hitam sedangkan kamu putih,
tidak sama lagi setara,
tidak mampu masuk jika diadun bersama.

aku sering bayangkan kita bersua bertentang mata,
aku lihat kau sebagai puteri hati,
manakala kau pandangku hanya sebagai teman,
ahh tidak perlu aku bayangkan,
kerana ianya realiti.

baiklah, jumpa lagi!

p/s : zahirnya, aku sudah mengalah.

Feels Like Before.

assalammualaikum dan hai semua :)

dah lama aku tak menulis, hari ini aku kembali menulis. aku sedang cuti belajar meniti periksa akhir semesterku, doakan aku berjaya ya semua.

aku kini sendiri, tiada yang menemani. namun mujur aku temui seorang gadis, yang buatkan aku terasa aku mampu senyum kembali lagi. senyum tanpa perlu risaukan keadaan lalu. ya kaulah gadis yang aku telah lama perhatikan dari jauh beribu batu kerana aku tidak pernah jumpa secara fizikal, hanya di maya saja aku jumpa. disebabkan malu ku aku tidak menegur. namun aku cubalah sedikit demi sedikit hehe

tiada yang istimewa dari penulisan ku kali ini, hanyalah aku ingin menterjemah. lagu kesukaanku ke bahasa orang asing. jika ada yang pernah dengar dia akan menjiwai lagunya, jika tidak dia akan buntu seribu cara. aku sudah lama ingin terjemah lirik ini di dalam blog ku namun tidak pernah sempat, memandangkan aku ini agak sentimental jadi lagunya agak hmm mendayu? hahaha. namun lagu ini tiada apa kaitan dengan situasi ku sekarang, hanya lah kerana lagu ini amat ku damba.

jadi, layankan saja terjemahan ku ini.

Feels Like Before.

a day feels like a week,
a month feels like a year,
but i'm still here looking,
the love that I lost it before.

an inch feels like a miles,
a sight feels like never come to end,
but I'm never lose hope,
to still be with you.

every footsteps of mine is full with believe,
that you will wait for me at the finish line,
even my road to that line is full with obstacle,
waiting to beat me out from the race.

and if the time has come,
we are meet back after a long time apart,
it is you still knows me?
just like the old days.

and at that time,
my heart maybe is fill with nothing,
can you just let me loving you back?
or maybe your heart is not with me?
just like before.

baiklah, jumpa lagi!

p/s : hey girl, im fall for you.

Cerpen Kehidupan.

Assalammualaikum dan hai semua :)

Semester ku hampir tamat. Kini aku menuju ke penghujung semester. Sibuk tidak terkata. Mujur badan ku kuat. Alhamdulillah.

Tiba2 aku terfikir. Aku ingin menulis di blog. Namun aku ingin yang lain selain dari menulis puisi atau menterjemah. Jadi aku memilih untuk menulis cerpen.

Cerpen Kehidupan.

Aku seorang lelaki. Namaku Faris, Faris Aidil untuk penuh. Aku remaja, remaja yang entahlah, kadang nampak seperti iman penuh di dada kadang seperti durjana. Aku kini menuntut di sebuah menara gading jauh dari kesibukan kota. Selama ini hidupku senang, hidup ku hanya berkata sahaja dan apa yang aku katakan itu akan menjadi kota. Tapi disini, aku perlu bertindak semua dari alif sehingga ya. Namun dari kemewahan hidupku, aku tiada satu benda yang paling penting dalam nurani manusia. Iaitu kebahgiaan.

Apabila di kampus, aku bersua dengan pelbagai manusia disertakan dengan ragamnya. Aku teringat pesan abah ku sebelum ke sini, "berbaiklah dengan semua, pasti kau akan dimulia." Aku dengar dan patuh akan katanya. Disini aku cuba belajar dan menuntut segala macam ilmu tidak kira ilmu formal universiti ku ataupun ilmu kehidupan. Saban semester aku punyai rekod pencapaian yang amatlah gemilang sehingga aku dianggap wira di fakulti dan kolej kediaman ku. Namun disebalik kejayaan itu aku punyai pertualangan yang ada secara sembunyi.

Walaupun aku gembira dengan pencapaian akedemik ku, aku punyai sejuta masalah. Aku dibenci manusia sekilingku, orang yang paling aku sayang. Lebih tepat rakan sejurusan. Hal ini kerana aku jatuh hati pada seseorang dari mereka namun aku gagal menceritakan hal sebenar. Itu cerita semester sulung. Cerita semester kedua aku ditugas mengkepalai sebuah projek besar. Namun aku ditikam dari belakang, kiri, kanan dan juga secara depan oleh ahli jawatankuasa ku. Bidang kuasa ku seolah dirampas oleh mereka yang dahagakan kuasa namun bersembunyi di jawatan yang rendah untuk menunjuk belang. Aku hadapi tekanan yang cukup tinggi sehingga pintu bilikku di kolej hampir retak kerana bengang. Dalam masa yang sama juga aku diuji dengan barang ku sering hilang, kerap juga aku menjerit kerana mencari barangku yang hilang. Hampir beberapa kali hendak terjadi kejadian berdarah kerana ku tidak dapat kawal emosiku. Duit ku juga kerap habis dengan laju bak air sungai yang deras. Entah apa ku belanjakan aku tidak tahu. Aku tidak isi semula telefonku, aku tidak beli rokok kerana aku bukan merokok. Entah la apa lah nasib.

Dan apabila tiba waktu, aku tidak dapat bendung kesakitan ku ini. Aku kuncikan diriku dalam bilik dan aku ambil bola futsal milik kawanku, Hairi untuk ku tendang sekuat hati. Kawan2 ku yang lain rasa kan biasa saja namun mereka terasa agak berbeza tendangan ku ini. Lalu rakanku seorang lagi merangkap teman sebilikku Putra masuk membuka pintu. Malang buatnya sedangku merembat bola itu tekena perutnya. Ia mensentakkan ku, lalu ku berhenti untuk melihat keadaannya. Dia tidak marah, malah menyuruh ku duduk. Dan bermulalah satu perbualan yang sungguh mendalam.

"Faris, apa masalahmu? Ceritlah padaku." Putra memulakan bicara.
"Aku ada masalah, banyak masalah!"balasku.
"Khabarkan padaku, aku ingin tahu."
"Macam ni lah, kau pun tahu kan yang aku punya banyak masalah."
"Masalah apa?kau pelajar terbilang mana mungkin kau ada masalah."
"Tu la kau tak tahu, cemerlang pun aku tidak disenang teman. Kau tahu sakit aku nak hadap mereka setiap hari? Dengan dia ni sibuk nak rampas tempat aku pasal projek ni. Dia ingat aku ni tunggul ke apa?!" Jeritku pada Putra.
"Tenang Faris, biasalah itu mereka tidak senang lihat apa yang kau punyai. Jangan kau fikirkan mereka sepanjang masa kelak kau binasa kawan. Mengenai hal kau dibenci itu jangan kau sedih. Benci mereka namun kau tidak hilang sayang dari kami ini. Kami sentiasa ada dengan kau." Balas Putra menjawab luahanku.
"Tapi Putra, hal ni tak habis lagi. Kau tahu kan barang aku asyik hilang sekarang. Aku tak tahan lagi lah. Dah la duit aku habis je aku bukan beli apa pun. Haihh." rintih ku lagi.
"Aku ingin tanya kau sesuatu." Putra cuba mendugaku.
"Apakah?" Balasku penuh tanda tanya di minda.
"Pernah kau sedekah?"
"pernah dahulu saja sekarang tak ada dah." Balas ku.
"Dan sebab itu rezeki kau kurang. Kau tidak berminat lagi untuk beri hartamu ke jalan Allah dan Allah mula tidak berminat memberi kepada kau lagi." Putra memberi jawapan yang amat menyentuh. Aku kini sentap.
"Pulanglah." Kata Putra.
"Pulang ke mana? Rumah aku?" Tanya ku kurang pasti.
"Tidak. Pulang ke jalan Allah. Carilah balik cintaNya." Balas Putra penuh lembut.
Airmata kini jatuh. Tiada lagi dapat ku tahan. Akhirnya selama ini kebahgiaan yang seringku canang tidak pernah ku miliki adalah kerana hubungan ku dengan penciptaku amat rapuh. Aku hanya mampu memeluk Putra meluahkan segala airmatanya. Basah baju dia aku kerjakan.

Kini, aku kini lebih gembira. Hubungan ku lebih baik dengan pencipta, rakan2 dan juga ibu bapa ku. "Alhamdulillah." Kata hatiku. Aku mampi tersenyum. Walaupun masa lalu penuh dengan hitam, masa depan penuh dengan warna terang. Aku yang dulu bukan yang sekarang.

Tamat sudah percubaan pertama menulis cerpen. Maaf jika tidak hebat.

Baiklah, jumpa lagi!

Negaraku.

assalammualaikum dan hai semua :)

haa harini 30 Ogos, esok pula berapa? 31 Ogos. Ada apa dengan 31 Ogos? Hari Merdeka!!

jadi aku membuat keputusan untuk menulis, bacalah seronok atau tak tu pandai2 la ya..hehe


Negaraku.

Negaraku,
di sini aku dilahrikan,
di sini aku membesar,
di sini aku belajar erti semuanya.

Negaraku,
di sini lahirnya sebuah cinta,
di sini kita belajar ilmu dan segalanya,
tapi........

kami seolah tidak tahu apa itu negara kami,
kami seolah tidak berpuas hati dengan identiti kami,
kami seolah tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurnia sejak azali,
kami seolah tidak dapat terima dengan lebih dan kurang kami.

maafkan kami negaraku,
kami tidak suka akan bahasa kami,
kami tidak suka dengan identiti kami,
maafkan kami kerana jadi begini.

maafkan kami negaraku,
kami lebih sayangkan liga inggeris dari liga sendiri,
kami lebih suka bahasa penjajah dari bahasa kami,
kami lebih dambakan hiburan luar dari hiburan sendiri,
kami lebih agungkan segalanya yang dari luar dari hasil sendiri,
sehinggakan ada antara kami tidak reti menulis jawi,
tidak tahun berapa sudah ulang tahun merdeka pertiwi,
tidak tahun tema merdeka tahun ini.

tapi,
disebalik semua itu,
tetap juga terselit walau sedikit,
rasa sayang padamu,
kerana kau adalah negaraku,
di sini lahirnya sebuh cinta.

selamat hari kebangsaan ke 57.

baiklah, jumpa lagi!